hi.

havent posted in a while,
and i dont feel like ketching you up on anything so goodbye.

valentines dayy.

valentines day for me wasn't what you would call a happy ending.it really wasnt even an ending.i told the one i love how much i love him and how much he means to me.all i got was "you mean as friends right?"
it's okay though i still have that gorgeous little boy as my best friend and i think im the luckist little girl for having that at the greatest.i still love his fine self.but i understand that someone else has heart.and i guess i can live with this.it's better then nothing.and i couldnt live without his little butt.heh.

this week.

amazing.so many people in my little emo group in school got together.and one of the groups that got together might acually help me get closer to the one i love.heh.me and richard are affically best friends.radical i know.heh.that kidd richard rojas is freaking amazing he need to know that!best friends forever richard.no matter what!

today today today!

okay so i wanted to cry today not only cry alittle but alot richard drew this awesome picture for me.i loved it alot.and gosh it had a lot of feeling put into it it kinda made me feel like something to somebody.i love that amazing feeling.well got this hugemongous bruise on my head and i hate it!!!
well if your reading this richard thankyou so much for the picture!
i owe you!;)

kayla's birthday today ;p

today was my cousins birthday lots of fun finnaly seen myria havent seen her since last year at harely jos bisthday haha crazy!well it was fun and i could so totally live that day again.yesterday i dont know if i wrote in my blog but i got a picture drawn for richard or richard haha hes gonna love it i added some corny stuff to it but whatever i also got a picture of a penguin its pretty cute i love it ohh james drew it linsey's boyfriend!heh.

i love that song crushcrushcrush!paramore baby!

conversation.during school{{kinda after}}

me;hey richard whats up?

richard;nothing where are you going

me;to the gymm to get my clothes.

richard;well i hate that place so lets set it on fire and watch it burn to ashes.

me; okay lets do it
craziest convo ever.loved it!

cici's/putput/comic store/walmart

oh gosh so i was on my way home to my house just where you turn at the flashing lights and i remembered that i was supposed to go to my aunts house either this weekend or the nextand as soon i pulled into the driveway i knew what the answer was.so went to round rock or whatever ate at cici's with linseys best friend glenn and the boyfriend[linseys boyfriend] linsey of course and my ''sister'' ha fun let me tell you .then we went to put and fun or whateven played putput.lots of fun!linsey and james played at the batting cages.didnt amuze me much butt i did ride the go carts and i was scared to death of flipping the damn thing and breaking my arm again soof course i lost heh james won[the boyfriend].and yet i still havent figured out who won the put put game.i had alot of fun and this was insisted of us "same group" i hope to go ice skating so you guys would probably hear it.after the whole putput fun whatever we went to a comic store and i took some pertty awesome pictures there and same at walmart.
postedd a slide show of amazzing pictures i took.
you=enjoy ;p

putput slide show.

love is hate

i guess i fell way to fast for this kidd.you know i liked him whatever talked to him whatever.you know everything was going great them BAM!hits the hate bomb man nothing can go right for me i really need someone to be there.i tried jaden ,didnt quite help out for me.i'm not even kidding im standing on the edge of breaking down and i know that breaking down won't help the fact that i need someone.this is probably where i should stop falling for guys their not worth anything for me anymore.i need someone to save me.i wish i could be in this kidds arms now but that wouldnt even save me from the edge of breaking down.i lovee you kidd.i know its bad that i wont say his name but i really dont want him to know,gosh what am i going to be like tomarrow?
*sigh*i hate love and my freaking life!grr...

wow.

soooo...today was crazy.heard this weird rumor if you wanna know message me on myspace.uh.had yearbook meeting today that was fun . desitions desitions about what were going to do about selling them.heh,regular lunch not a lunch detintion.lol.sat with becky this morining really like their group its fun.bored and don't have anything to write about except the guy i fell for is a jerk.

ima go
goodbye lovers

a shot at poetry o_0

all the love i shared with you

all the pain i felt for you

all the blood i shed for you

you will never leave my mind and

i will always feel alone.

january 7.i think

amazing today was.

haha great day let me tell you about so i was hoping it would be way much better than yesterday and thats impossible because yesterday was really fun heheh.so today this guy at school was hating on emo's and how they don't know about music and shoot..he donn't know me like that.hunny i know music up ,down, and all around.grr him for saying that:nicole being my witness.;well talked to richard awesome i know want to become really good friends with him he's a cool guy anddd i love his hair!for realz.haha gots to get back to myspace and talk to that fool.heh.

goodbye<33

january 7.i think

gosh today ;p

well just starting this amazin stuff.hope i really like it.heh!
today was amazing me my friend victoria was acting crazy today no doubt about it.hehee.ahhh this kidd richard {{amazing hair}} came back to school yummy i know.heck i tried talking to him ...nothing.grr... hopefully tomarrow i'll get something.
now i have to go find out how to put more stuff on her also gots to tell my aunt linsey that i got one.she has one or whatever but she gots to know that i have one.