Thursday, January 8

love is hate

i guess i fell way to fast for this kidd.you know i liked him whatever talked to him whatever.you know everything was going great them BAM!hits the hate bomb man nothing can go right for me i really need someone to be there.i tried jaden ,didnt quite help out for me.i'm not even kidding im standing on the edge of breaking down and i know that breaking down won't help the fact that i need someone.this is probably where i should stop falling for guys their not worth anything for me anymore.i need someone to save me.i wish i could be in this kidds arms now but that wouldnt even save me from the edge of breaking down.i lovee you kidd.i know its bad that i wont say his name but i really dont want him to know,gosh what am i going to be like tomarrow?
*sigh*i hate love and my freaking life!grr...